Maybe it's not always about trying to fix something broken. Maybe it's about starting over and creating something better. Kushandwizdom.tumblr.com I don't know about you but after a depressive episode or manic episode that turned psychotic, I do believe that one wants the fragments of what occurred during that episode to piece itself together like … Continue reading When the pieces don’t fit anymore
Trying to find myself in the sea of joblessness is proving difficult. I find myself more lost as time passes. And finding my sanity at its most vulnerable and fragile. Trying to cope without medication is proving impossible. I can see the decline in my thoughts and increased anxiety. As if worrying enough will bring … Continue reading Lost
How does one jostle hope when feeling on the brink of a nervous breakdown?? I am taking a stride towards hope by writing this blog post. And putting words to screen feels good. Unemployment, depression, rejection, more depression and a million other little things like running out of medication. Not resulting in hypo mania but … Continue reading Jostling hope
As I have walked this blog journey I have shared that I am job hunting. Despite bipolar depression ready to sink in, I am fortunately still able to apply for jobs. I had an interview recently that is always cause for stress deluxe to my system. I know what to expect but every interview scenario … Continue reading Finding hope through the impossible
I am going through a tough time personally. I left my job 4 months ago due to my work situation affecting my health and despite every effort cannot seem to be successful. Ever been there? I sometimes get that exasperated feeling of what's the point but all I know is I cannot give up. While … Continue reading Jobless does not mean hopeless
Maybe it's a deep question for a Tuesday afternoon depending where you are. I am battling with forgiveness of myself and another. This is no trifling matter either. I have beaten myself so many times instead of practicing self compassion. Why is it easier to wield the stick of pain than an embracing, caring hug … Continue reading Is forgiveness final?
I am in my season of reflection during my personal sabbatical after leaving a traumatic work situation. Now it is time to move on from what was. And finding healthy me again. Due to the reduction in stress my combination of medication is effective in minimum quantities. The end result is a more focused and … Continue reading A Season of Reflection
Maybe some of you can relate to the title of multiple paths where our curiosities stretch over a wide cross section of interests and ideas. And what if there is no single path for those whose brains are wired like mine. I move from job to job out of lack of interest and not willing … Continue reading Where the multipotentialite paths lead