Maybe some of you can relate to the title of multiple paths where our curiosities stretch over a wide cross section of interests and ideas. And what if there is no single path for those whose brains are wired like mine. I move from job to job out of lack of interest and not willing … Continue reading Where the multipotentialite paths lead
I seem to love water metaphors. I am overwhelmed by a current that is pushing me downstream or so it feels. But I am safe in my raft with my mental life jacket, intelligence and wisdom. But does that fly out of the window when overswept by emotion and trying to not to give into … Continue reading The floating mind
I lost this blog post, don't you absolutely hate it when you didn't save a draft. I will attempt to start again as I believe it's something I want and need to share. Love is often called stupid, crazy love. I don't know much about Love but I do seem to know its side effects … Continue reading The Unreal side of Love
Welcome to Valentine's Day 2019 all. I hope it was as romantic as the hype leads us to believe. But when we step away from the stereotypes of what should or shouldn't be done. Big ups to the good guys willing to break the mold and offer more than just a trivial gift of love … Continue reading Valentine’s Valiancy
It is often the bad ending whether it be a bad break up or the end of a bad job that lead to the best possible beginnings and new opportunities and possibilities. I have currently walked away from a toxic job that was perpetuating my depression rather than improving it. I walked away because it … Continue reading When endings lead to new beginnings
I wanted this post to be upbeat as the title suggests, but that is not how I am feeling right now. I dove into a depressive episode like a non Olympic diver from a high board not quite expecting the splash and gasping for air before reaching the surface. Can you tell I am a … Continue reading A new rhythm
After a festive season and a year draws to a close, one tends to reflect sometime with pangs of pain and sometimes with delight. For me it has been bittersweet this past year and I could spend my time agonizing about the pain which I tend to dwell on sometimes or focus on the moments … Continue reading Nostalgic delusion or painful reality?
After 11 months of living with depression this year one can understand the question. Has it passed me by? Will i ever find the "me" that is not sad again?? This depression is not a passing phase and not looking to lift and clear up like after a cold front as one would expect. I … Continue reading Where is happiness to be found?
https://i.pinimg.com/originals/a1/d5/d8/a1d5d81e5c754399350ae995f4bd2f07.jpg What if the storm devastates your life and rips it to shreds as often witnessed with great hurricanes? What is your reaction?? I know what mine should be. Don't we often get told to remain calm in the midst of a crisis? I, however rip myself to shreds as if the storm is within … Continue reading When the storm rips
It's hard to sleep when your heart is at war with your mind. Taken from Pinterest Healthyplace.com I think this quote has so much truth but I may rephrase it to say that it's hard when your mind is at war as often is the case when one has depression on repeat isn't … Continue reading Depression on Repeat